Goo Goo, Ga Ga: Adult Babies

By Kendra Holliday | November 6, 2018

You heard it here first: You’re going to start seeing a lot of coverage on ABDL fetish/orientation in the coming months.

From a website called

I wear nappies every night, I have been an adult baby for ten years now but never liked pooing my nappy but like the feel of a full one. Now when I want that full nappy feeling I pour a large tin of rice pudding down it and I get the feel of a full nappy, it is perfect and no pooey smell.

Found this pic by doing a random ABDL tumblr search

Found this pic by doing a random ABDL tumblr search

An interview I conducted with a 25 year old man who is into being an adult baby:

Q: When did you first get interested in infantalism?

A: I like every aspect of ABDL (Adult Baby/Diaper Lover) infantilism, and have been involved since I was 8 years old. I got involved in it by wearing diapers and sucking my thumb. When I got older, life got more stressful, so I started using bottles and pacifiers.

Q: Can you think of a specific memory that influenced you?

A: My trigger point was probably when I was around 7 close to 8 and I saw my cousin who was 3 years old getting his diaper changed and it looked so comforting and relaxing to be changed and wear a diaper, so it probably started there but not sure. I did steal diapers from him a few times, just to try them on and I enjoyed it and that’s really when I started liking them and it went from there. I also made diapers a lot of times at that age out of towels, and trash bags, and even my moms pads sometimes just for the feeling of something.

Q: What do you like about it?

A: I am most definitely more comfortable wearing a diaper than underwear. A diaper to me feels like a big hug that does not go away. I love wearing diapers for comfort and relaxing. I like dressing like a baby too, I have diapers, a onesie, baby bottles, adult size pacifier. I just like to let my inner child come out to play when I am regressing to a baby. I like my pacifier and diapers the most probably. When I am a baby it is about comfort and just letting everything go for a little while and relaxing.

Q: Do you have control over your baby urges?

A: Sometimes I cannot control when the baby comes out in me or mostly toddler. When I have had a babysitter, it usually just came natural for me to regress to a baby. I don’t remember a lot about being cared for and loved as a baby, but it is a big part of it of being a baby to me now.

Q: Does wearing a diaper turn you on?

A: Wearing diapers does turn me on sometimes. When I am horny and wearing them I masturbate in them.

Q: Does anyone know about your fetish?

A: About 20 people know about my fetish that know me personally and most ignore it completely. I have friends online into it, but nobody personally around here. I am subscribed to a few sites like and and My parents and a few friends know, but they just ignore this part of me. My mom has became more accepting of it over the years, and even got me a diaper bag last year for Christmas.

Q: How often do you wear diapers?

A: I wear diapers about 60 percent of the time, except for work so they are a big part of my life, especially my #1 comfort in life. I go through about 15 diapers a week.

Q: Does that mean you wear diapers out in public?

A: Most of the time in public I wear underwear over the diaper it cuts down on the crinkling sound by 80 percent. I have worn a diaper on a few dates. When I have been on a date and wore a diaper, it went more smoothly – I was not as shy, I had more to talk about and was not as nervous because I felt comforted and protected.

Q: What kind of diapers do you wear?

A: I wear the Attends medium fitted brief diapers mostly.

Q: Do you soil your diapers?

A: I do urinate and defecate in the diapers. Messing my diaper is very messy to clean up so I usually only do it a few times a month. Most of the time I do use the bathroom, but over time my bladder has gotten a little smaller, so I do dribble some if I am not careful and go when I need to go.

Q: Do you like the feel of a dirty diaper?

A: I really don’t like sitting in a soiled diaper, I usually change 30 minutes after doing it.

Q: Do you like other people to change your diaper?

A: I do like having somebody clean me up, it is very comforting and nurturing and loving to be cared for like that.

Q: Do a lot of people do this?

A: There are millions of people that does this, all involved in different aspects of it, some don’t like diapers and just like a pacifier or bottle and others like it all. 80% of the people into this are men.

Q: Why do you think more men are into it?

A: I guess because guys are supposed to grow up faster and be the man of the house, but I don’t know, that’s just a theory.

Q: Do you smoke or drink or have any other adult habits?

A: Diapers are my main comfort to me, and I don’t drink, smoke, or do drugs. As far as I’m concerned, diapers and pacifiers are like smoking, only they are a lot healthier I think. Remember I did not choose to be an adult baby, it just happened and I liked it.

Q: Why do you think people find this fetish so strange?

A: A lot of people do think this is weird, and I know it is different but I am not hurting anybody and I have a full time job and I am just happy I have a comfort. I know a lot of people do not have comfort in their lives. A lot of people’s habits are along the same line as infantilism, with different fetishes or bondages, but a lot of people think this has to do with pedeophilia and it has nothing to do with that at all.

Q: Are you looking for a babysitter?

A: Yes I am. The babysitter I used to have moved away.

Q: What would you want your babysitter to do?

A: I want my babysitter to treat me exactly like a baby, change my diaper, give me a bottle, burp me, feed me, give me a bath, play toys with me, talk to me like a baby. I would like to find someone who could do it two hours every other weekend. I would pay 100 dollars an hour.

A lot of people find this interesting, thanks for being respectful about it, a lot of people are not.


Bianca 2013-03-14 07:27:11

I feel more educated about infantalism now. I guess the bottom line is comfort and that’s not how I saw it before. Thanks to both of you for the great interview.


Ms A 2013-03-14 23:44:58

I would’ve KILLED to come across a client like this when escorting! That would’ve made an interesting change of pace and I’m naturally very nurturing. Thanks for the insight.


KW 2017-11-18 06:40:23

My boyfriend told me 2 years into our relationship that he is an ABDL (adult baby diaper lover) It has ruined our relationship! The more he stayed online the worse he became. It is not about being nurtured with him…for the most part it is sexual. He is aroused just looking at diapers…I put video cameras throughout my house and what I saw was shocking…he has sex with the diapers. He acts as if they are his girlfriend. There is a lot more to this than people can even imagine!!!


    Kendra Holliday 2017-11-18 06:53:32

    WHOA that is deep!!!


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