The Beautiful Kind

Alias: blueridgemariposa
Age: 30
Relationship status: Single and looking but decidedly unavailable
Sexual orientation: Straight but so very bi-curious. There is a very HEALTHY bi and lesbian population in my town. It’s in my future in some way.
Favorite physical feature on yourself: My chameleon eyes. My very kissable lips. My ass. The curve of my hip. My neck and prominent collar bones just begging for someone to kiss, lick, nibble… My phoenix.
Beauty tip: Be happy within your own skin. There is no beauty outwardly if the person within isn’t satisfied first.
Charity you support: CIMS, Susan G Komen Breast Cancer Foundation, Cancer Schmancer … all about women’s issues. I have been accused of being a femi-nazi before by some very insecure boys. What the fuck ever.
If you could take a class for fun right now, what would you take? I love to knit so I’d learn how to spin my own yarn. I am a fiber whore and snob. Show me luscious merino, silk or bamboo yarn and you’ll see me get weak in the knees. I love feeling the yarn at the store, running my hands over the balls of yarn, touching and rubbing ‘em… okay, I totally finger fuck my yarn.
What do you want to learn/add to what you already know? Eventually, I’ll be a midwife. I’ve given birth both in a hospital and at home and there is no way that I would ever recommend a healthy woman and baby be subjected to the rigors of a hospital birth without a medical necessity making a hospital the better choice. Yeah. labor and birth can hurt but when a woman is supported and nurtured through the process it doesn’t have to be a horrible thing! It’s tough work ladies! But it’s something uniquely our own. No man could (or would) ever be able to do what we do!!! I go back to class this fall. Let’s see if I can make it through the medical (bullshit) model of birth long enough to catch me some babies.
Did you have an imaginary friend growing up? Not really. My pillow used to be my lover. Even put one of my tea cups inside the pillow case as a pseudo penis so I could hump it at night… does that count?
What is one of the bravest things you have ever done? Shit… I left Schmuck-a-do, my ex-husband, a crappy marriage after 12 years and years of mental and emotional abuse. Packed the car up and drove 1000 miles with all my cubs to start my life over. But I don’t think that was all that brave when all is said and done. I think I was just fed up and didn’t want to be arrested for killing him had I stayed.
Special skill/talent, what are you really good at? (non-sexual): Adapting, continuing, rising up. Throw me a loop in life and I will figure a way to make it work. I might freak out a bit at first but give me a couple of hours and I will have settled down enough to be able to power through. Oh and I make some killer friggin’ banana nut bread.
Special skill/talent, what are you really good at? (sexual): Hmmmm… I drew a blank with this one. Everything and nothing.
How old were you when you lost your virginity? 14… I think? He didn’t know I was a virgin until we actually got down to the act. He went outside to talk it over with his best friend as my best friend came into the bedroom we were in. I remember telling her I just wanted it over with (my virginity, that is). It wasn’t all that great. It hurt so much, I think that he was only able to get the very tip of his dick in me. We repeated that a couple more times in the coming months. I swore that I didn’t get why women liked sex… there was nothing all that pleasurable involved.
But
I came back for more… obviously and figured out how to make it ohhhh soooo pleasurable.
The last time you had sex, and with who: On my birthday night. My LMF (Lovely Man Friend) “mercy fucked” me since we are technically no longer sleeping together. I practically gave up the notion of sex that night. But he surprised me when he reached over to me, grabbed a handful of my hair and pulled me back towards him and proceeded to make me act like a cat in heat. Pulling my hair the way he did turned me on like flipping a light switch. Nice way to celebrate the big 3-0.
Tattoos/piercings: I have my left nostril pierced and also my ears, in which I love to wear dangley earrings. I have a few tattoos. My new baby is my phoenix ascending. She spans from my left hip to my right shoulder. Almost fully encompassing my back. I love the way the lines flow across my physical form. She is a constant reminder to keep rising up. Stronger each time.
What type of person are you into? It’s so random… I had never been with a man like my LMF before. He was (is) a gentle and considerate lover. I envision he was that guy in high school that who was just too nice to be with. The friend. I loved that I was completely safe within the dynamic we had created. I was able to feel secure enough to explore things I wouldn’t have before. And for that I am thankful. ~ I am attracted to good looking, slightly older, physically fit, secure Dom type… that would challenge my sub side to the limit. ~ The creative artistic type who would be fuck me for hours in imaginative ways that I have never dreamt of. ~ The just legal aged boy who I could train… Team Cougar!!! Rwaaarrrrr! ~ A big, brawny man. 6 foot plus. Bald is nice. Broad shoulders, large arms. Thick legs. Hands so big that they could/would/should cup my ass easily. A man who’d dwarf me. Envelope me. Devour me. ~ The sexy, sensual woman, who is real (inside and out) and dripping from every pore the essence of being a woman/goddess. ~ That’s just the top of the list… It’s about a mile long. I’m very eclectic in my tastes. I’d love to experience it all and then some.
What do you fantasize about? What turns you on? What do I fantasize about… do we have a couple of hours to get into it? I fantasize about breasts. Cocks. Someone dominating me. Letting the switch tendencies, that I recognize within myself, fly. Having someone tie me up and having their way with me, repeatedly. Whipping some one’s ass. Being woke up to my lover fucking me slowly. To go to sleep with my lover fucking me slowly. Yeah, there is more… but for brevity’s sake. There is nothing that turns me on more than a man who will kiss me deeply, letting me savor the taste of myself, licking my own juices from his lips, face, facial hair after he has eaten my pussy and made me cum. Being able to taste myself on someone’s lips can make me cum all over again.
Pubic hairstyle: Currently, I am pretty hairless. Small trimmed patch in front. Everything else is shaved. But it really varies with what I am feeling. I could be sporting anything from au natural and HAIRY as hell to neat and trimmed like I am right now.
What do your nipples look like? When I am not aroused they are pale peach, soft and supple. When I am aroused they tighten and shrink down with my areola barely the size of a quarter. Flush with color similar to adobe brick. Nipples hard and protruding.
What was one of the hottest moments of your life? I racked my brain about this one. There have been some moments in my life that have been wickedly delicious… but I kept coming back to cumming simultaneously for the first time ever and knowing in an instant that I was going to have a my first child 9 months later.
Any regrets? I could name a couple but why dwell on the past? I like to view them as learning experiences. When you know better, you do better. I know a whole lot these days.
Why do you think I chose you for YATBK? Because everyone would benefit from a little me in their lives…. or maybe I would benefit from being a part of every one’s life?