The Beautiful Kind

Here is a snipit from an email I sent to TBK. She had wondered about a running theme of pain in a number of songs and lyrics I sent her…

……………..the pain thing is definitely a running theme. I have probably felt more pain in the last 7 months than I can ever remember feeling. [Beau] wonders if I am self medicating with the whiskey. I think the end of the semester stress is certainly getting to me. This year has been nuts and one I will never forget. The good and the bad. New people and old. You and them. Me and her. Them and Me. You and I. Transitions, stagnation, deception, realizations… Love..Loss…Lust.. Music has been my Jesus Christ a lot of time. I look to it and know that I am not alone in how I feel, and I am often reassured that what I have felt doesn’t stand up to what a lot of people have gone through in their lives. The long and short of it is. I LOVE LIFE and LIVING. Regardless of what I am faced with. Like I said before. I like to wink at the past and look to the future. Of course I have to wallow around with the past sometimes, but I try my best not to dwell. I have been able to deal with the pain pretty effectively and for the most part don’t actively feel it. But I do remember it and sometimes enjoy doing so…………..

Thank you for reading me while Beau was gallivanting in the Orient. He has some great stories to tell……and I will be around..

Lovin’ It!!!!!

B Diddle