The Beautiful Kind

Sigh.

My guy has a new hobby - Japanese bondage. I asked if he might like to take up bonsai, but nooo. I think his latent boy scout tendencies are surfacing. I suspect this is due to him being chased by a bear (this kind, not that kind) a while back. Or maybe it’s because he’s a dom, and never really knew it until he met lil’ old me.

I guess it’s nice to find a hobby we can both enjoy - I have to admit I’m glad he didn’t suggest mountain biking or kayaking. Yikes - does this mean I’m not the outdoors type, but more of the string-me-up type? I can always prove myself by going on a hike and being trussed to a picnic table…

Soon The Beautiful Kind will be tied up in a wide variety of sexually compromising positions. I suppose hogtieing is a good way to keep this sub freak under control. And I’ve been curious about the whole bondage thing ever since I saw a documentary that featured an odd dyke in black leather who declared that bondage makes her feel incredibly safe and calm.

Also, I remember being turned on as a kid when I found my mom’s pulpy true crime magazines in the basement. The covers usually had frightened women wearing secretary-type clothes tied up, lying on the ground, a menacing man’s shadow cast over her. I’m going to have to start practicing my “scared” face, but I refuse to wear pink blouses and pearls.

I like the idea of being the focus of erotic art, for my pale breasts to be framed by rope and presented for worship and sucking. I also like the idea of being restrained and having to endure gentle kissing all over my body, but then also being lifted by the ropes like I’m a big fuck toy and penetrated by my glass dildos. What can I say - I like being used for someone else’s pleasure - it gives me a titillating thrill. Yes! I can always tell I’m onto something when writing about it gets me all smiley and squirming in my seat.

Anyway, I’d like to have a bonsai tree myself, except I would kill it, and those suckers are supposed to live forever. The only plant that thrives under my care is the aloe plant, which is a good thing, cuz aloe is good for rope burn.